sunday Again

you share and share 

and share
bits and pieces of
your Mind
your Heart
your Body
your Soul
your Self

they take and take
and take
a handful and a pinch of
Whatever you have to Offer
Whatever else they can Find
Whatever they think they Need
Whatever they think they're Entitled to
Whatever they think they Want

you wish and hope
and pray
for a bit and a half of
their Ideas
their Thoughts
their Feelings
their Stirrings
their Truths

they hide and leave
and apologize
for the entirety and some of
their Rash Judgement
their Unintentional Mistakes
their Impulsiveness
their Stupidity
their Lies

.

and they're supposed to be the genuine ones

.

Whispers on the 7th

Life is 

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So lie to me.

Lie to me as I lie to myself.

Say something wrong. Say something right.

Pour out words as bittersweet as these precious moments.

Lie to me.

Lie to me as you lie next to me,

As you hold me close, let me embrace you more.

As you gently caress, let me touch your soul.

Lie to me.

Lie to me this once as I hold you in my hands

and drink in your presence, your scent,

the softness of your shirt, the beating of your heart.

Lie.

Lie as oft as this clock 
whose time is right 
twice a day.

Lie.
I've got nothing to lose
but the nonexistence of us
anyway.

“Much unhappiness has come into the world because of bewilderment and things left unsaid.” 
― Fyodor Dostoyevsky

Layaan

Dahil nga't Araw ng Kasarinlan ngayon, heto ang isang tula.

LAYAAN

Darating ang araw at ako
naman ang lilisan
patungo sa

mga ibang pook at ikaw
naman ang maiiiwang
puno ng

Tanong na akin
namang sasagutin
pagka't di

ako katulad mo.

Marahi'y di
maaaring mangyaring

makalimot at

Akala lang
ay kayang burahin
ang alaala ng

Iyong sinabi, ginawa, sinabi, ipinaramdam,
ginawa, ipinaramdam,
sinabi, ginawa,
sinabi,
sinabi.

Subali't di
susuko sa oras na
subukin ang

Tiwala sa
totoong paniniwalang
tunay akong magiging

malaya ng wala ka.